“Better is one hand with quietness, than two fists full, with stress and the chasing after the wind. ” 3000 yr old proverb
We got home last night about 7:30. Spent 850 miles in the car yesterday.
Boy is it good to be home.
Spent the last three weeks in the Denver Colorado area framing walls and hanging drywall for family. There was very limited access to the computer (not to mention, very little time) which was why I have been quiet.
One of the things I was acutely aware of the last three weeks was the contrast between the pace of my life (now) and the pace of life of those we were staying with.
Seeing those bumper to bumper car lights of people heading home from work on Hwy 470 one evening made me thankful that is no longer part of my routine. We used to live in Northern New Jersey. I can still remember the work traffic that went past our place on the way to New York City.
Quick story. In the early 1990’s I started a new job framing houses for JP construction. I would say there were 15 to 20 of us on the crew. JP’s brother-in-law Al was a part of that mix. Wasn’t too long before I realized Al loved to stir the pot. He was always looking for ways to instigate drama and conflict. I’d never in my life worked around someone like that. One day he tried to embarrass me in front of several of the other guys for no other reason than our personalities didn’t play well together. He asked me a trick question, and rather than take the bait, I asked him why he wanted to know. “Don’t answer my question with a question.” I smiled and that was the end of it.
I thought of Al this week when our host family turned on the “news” each night after we ate. The suckers were doing the very same thing as Al used to do..,..attempting to stir the pot between the rest of us.
I’m not taking the bait.
Another quick story.
We are related to someone who loves to send us links to various alarming current event issues. He sent three this week. In person, the guy is full of himself. 95% of the conversations are about him and his interests. He talks down (and over me) when we’ve seen him. I used to find him a little bit quirky but endearing. Not so much anymore. So when we get these pushy unsolicited links via the computer, it is a complete turn off. If I felt there was even a little more humility and genuine interest in little old me, that would go along ways. As it is, he scores zero in terms of influencing my life. Zero, absolute zero.
I was also struck by kindness of strangers. From the guy that helped me at the Lowes store in Brighton Colorado, to the check out girl in Kearney Nebraska. Kindness is still alive and well across the Fruited Plains.
I have missed all of you the past three weeks. Our interactions are apparently one of the ways I keep myself grounded. I suppose I could quit blogging entirely, put in longer days at work, and (maybe), have a few more dollars in my bank account. 30 years ago, that might have sounded like wisdom.
“Better is one hand with quietness that two fists full with stress and chasing after the wind.”
Well, time to get my duff away from the computer and plan the rest of my week. Take care. DM