Mulberry Florida sink hole
“If my private world is in order, it will be because I am convinced that the inner world of the spiritual must govern the outer world of activity.” from the book Ordering Your Private World by Gordon McDonald
I DM read those words in 1987 as my personal world was on the verge of a sinkhole collapse.
I was 29 years old.
Just celebrated another birthday this week.
I am 20 plus years removed from that time in my life. Made some major changes in my life as a result of reading that book.
Thought I would re-post this for those of you that are feeling harried and stressed.
There may be a better way.
Here is another portion from that book:
“Sink holes occur, scientists say, when underground streams drain away during seasons of drought, causing the ground at the surface to lose its underlying support. Suddenly everything simply caves in, leaving people with a frightening suspicion that nothing – not even the earth beneath their feet – is trustworthy.
There are many people whose lives are like one of Florida’s sinkholes. It is likely that at one time or another many of us have perceived ourselves to be on the verge of a sinkhole – like cave-in. In the feelings of numbing fatigue, a taste of apparent failure, or the bitter experiences of disillusionment about goals or purposes, we have sensed something within us about to give way. We feel we are just a moment from a collapse that will threaten to sweep our entire world into a bottomless pit. Sometimes there seems to be little that cane be done to prevent such a collapse. What is wrong?
If we think about it for very long, we may discover the existence of an inner space 0f our private world about which we were formerly ignorant. I hope it will become apparent that, if neglected, this private world will not sustain the weight of events and stresses that press upon us.
Some people are surprised and disturbed when they make such a self discovery. They suddenly realize that they have spent the majority of their time and energy establishing life on the visible level, at the surface. They have accumulated a host of good and perhaps even excellent assets such as academic degrees, work experience, key relationships and physical strength or beauty.
There is nothing wrong with all of that . But often it is discovered almost too late that the private world of the person is in a state of disorderliness or weakness. And when that is true, there is always potential for the sinkhole syndrome.
We must come to see ourselves as living in two very different worlds. Our outer, or public world is easier to deal with,. It is much more measurable, visible, and expandable,. Our outer world consists of work, play possessions, and a host of acquaintances that make up a social network, It is the part of our existence easiest to evaluate in terms of success, popularity, wealth, and beauty. But our inner world is more spiritual in nature. Here is a center in which choices and values can be determined, where solitude and reflection might be pursued….
….Our public worlds are filled with a seeming infinity of demands upon our time, our loyalties, our money, and our energies. And because these public worlds of ours are so visible, so real, we have to struggle to ignore all there seductions and demands. They scream for our attention and action.
But there is a private world in every one of us.”